Starting Over

Wow. So yeah, it's been awhile. In the past two years, I met and moved in with the man of my dreams. Life is good but I've gotten really lazy with my weight loss. I was less than 20 pounds from my goal, and since starting to date Chris, I've gained back 30 pounds. Constant back pain, aching knees, a closet full of clothes that don't fit...I don't want to go back. So, now we start over.

I went yesterday and transferred my gym membership to the one closer to my new home. I bought personal trainer sessions. I WILL get back on track. And hopefully my new motivation will help Chris get motivated too. Wish me luck!

Christmas Eve

One year ago, I weighed 278 pounds, had constant back and knee pain, and high blood pressure and sleep apnea. Today I weigh 189 pounds, no knee pain, very little back pain, my blood pressure is better as is my sleep apnea. I have a wonderful nephew, who is a year old, that I can crawl on the floor with and keep up with, which I never would have been able to do a year ago. I have another wonderful nephew, who came home from the Marines and wanted to know who was impersonating his Aunt LeeLee. And I have a beautiful niece who I can go all day and night with on band activities without having to sit and rest. I have made some wonderful friends this year, and fell in love with an amazing man. There were some struggles as well, but all in all, it's turned out to be a pretty great year. I have so much to be thankful for and I hope that you all do as well. Merry Christmas to all of you and may your 2010 be blessed.

8 months down

ONEDERLAND

Finally! I hit a big milestone today...I have lost a total of 80 pounds, which puts me under 200 pounds for the first time in longer than I can even remember. Woo hooo!!!! It's weird now though, because my identity has always been "fat chick" and now I'm not really that anymore...but not really one of the skinny girls yet either....so where do I fit in? I go out now and I get some attention...but I don't know what to do with it! Perhaps I need to learn to flirt! LOL!!!

Photo Update

One pretty cool side effect of losing 75 pounds is that I see pictures of myself and I don't hate them all! Here are a few recent ones...

Water under the bridge

Once again, it's been a rough couple of months. I think all the stress of the last 6 months has finally caved in on me, and I've started having anxiety attacks. I'm medicated, and seeing a therapist, so hopefully I can get that under control in a hurry. It's not fun, and very frustrating.

On the positive side, I'm 6 pounds away from Onederland! I bought a pair of jeans for my class reunion that are a size 16!! That's the size I wore in high school! I don't think I'll make my goal of Onederland before the reunion, since it's this weekend, but I'm sure gonna try! I'll be posting a picture in my new skinny outfit after the event!

Monthly progress thru June 2009

Before....2/12/09


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May


June